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You ever feel bad just for no apparent reason??

Thats how i feel right now..=/ i feel abit down..dont know why. I spose there is something wrong and right now i dont know what it is..LOL....it could have to do with the shit day iv been having... >_>;
It all started from a bad sleep! LOL i went to bed at 4am....and woke up at 10...I was blind when i woke up...But i had to go see my miss...I just had to..With little sleep i did my best to be quick to meet her... On the way to meet her... I fell asleep on the train...I must of fell asleep right after i sent her a text message saying id be half an hour with the phone in my hand because when i made it to chatswood station i hopped off the train and boom the train doors close and i just realised i left my phone on the train... "Great"...how the hell was i gonna find jenny and sandy in chatswood just by walking around LOL...FAIL! >_>;;....first place i looked was chatswood westfield, looking in like every womens clothing and makeup store LOL!...then i looked around the foodcourt which they had apparently been sitting the whole time...but my view of them was blocked by a pair of bins LOL!...FAIL!..so not being able t find them...i decided to walk back to the station. As i was walking i was trying to remember jenny's number..People always told me that its a smart idea to learn my own number or your g/f's number...LOL just incase anything like this happened! ROFL!...i remembered thank god...I was just praying it was going to be her voice when the person picked up LOL!....Other wise id slit my wrist LOL!..
So thank god i found them after the phone call..AND FUCKING LUCKY...we called my phone and this nice gentleman offered to leave my phone at the nearest station..Hornsby...im so lucky Sandy was a good sport and drove us down to pick the phone up....
Its also shit not having money to spend... >_<; biggest fail....i just realised im paying for my own party LOL!....i feel a little bit shit because of that LOL!...donno why...all the boooze alll the food...out of my own pocket LOLZ...but i want to make sure everyone has fun..Its alot of preasure on me though because i have to buy everything on my own XD...I want to go see Jenny on thursday but ill be buying everything i need for the party..atleast 3 trips on my own to the supermarket and bottle shop *Sigh* fuck my life...no one is free to help me :( that sux... Plus i gotta organise the house to make sure everything is fit for atleast 20 guests...U_U;....Anyways point of it is...i gots no money to spend and have fun on my day off...LAME cant even buy my girl lunch LOL..Fucking BILLS BILLS BILLS....Welcome to the real world right ROFL!...
I think the worst of all that makes me shit is I had to cut my day short with the miss because i am unbelievably Tired...Got destroyed on the weekend...at work and now i dont have any energy...I havent been eating properly or sleeping properly the last 2 days... and its fucking with my mind...Now im at home in a dark room trying to sleep but i cant...so im writing this blog...god what a shit day its turning out to be..
LOL! Read this :

With murcury and Venus in your sign, its time to turn up the taurean charm and sex apeal, and turn down jelous and possessive behaviour. Remember there is a big difference between loving and smothering...

I find this very Vexing...its my starsign in the MX...donno just reading it pisses me off LOL!...thought i just had to add that LOL...I wish i had a depressing movie XD...its like the only thing that would lift my mood...unless I give Jenny a call later...in the mean time...im gonna try own this SudoKU!...god its annoying me LOL!...

Thought of the day: LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAME!

Mol3 s2