Sleep Sleep Sleep!....how can i sleep....
Tried counting sheep...Doesnt work...
Tried Excersise....Doesnt work...
Tried listening to soothing music....Doesnt work...
Tried wareing myself out....Takes me 3 days of solid work and no sleep to finally sleep at the right time for the right leangth....Fail..
My freinds say that it might be something on the back of my mind. Something that subconciously is keeping me awake because I havent solved the problem...or im not dealing with it. I dont think so...
I think I know what it might be. When ever i finish work (2am)...i feel like a cooldown period. Where i can jut check facebook, Check my emails, Play abit of wow, Draw in my pad, Listen to music i like (Fucken music at my work is the same music they use in hell im sure). I do have alot of problems but they never bother me. Not to the point were I cant sleep. As i type this the current time shows 3:32am and i know i wont sleep till maybe 5 or 6. Then i have to wake up at 10am this morning to go pay bills and do some shopping for stuff i need! Uhghhghghghg....then i start work at 2pm.... good thing though is i finish work early...maybe roughly 12am! So i can go home... and try and get to sleep by 1am...
Anyways i dont think im going to change much...and i spose im just gonna have to get used to being tired all the time!. I feel bad because my poor g/f has to put up with me only being there half the time since im always daydreaming or having a micro sleep or sleeping with my eyes open!...
I Like tool...LATERALUS!! ROFL!...It sounds like my insomnia XD!...i donno im talking crazy hahhah...HMmm... i just remembered!
Why would girls do a thing like date a guy for 2 years then suddenly break up with him 3 days before valantines day. Not only that....but break up with him...then a day later, have lunch with him and have so much fun.....then tell him that he shouldnt get to cozy.! WTF is that.....
You know i think that love goes 2 ways in a relationship and although girls rely on it more openly than guys...we still feel it either way. I think that some girls are not honest with how they feel with men. I spose they need to realise that alot of things we do arnt always that smart! but the love is there....we just forget how to be romantic sometimes.....and i know for a fact girls get upset and feel bad and dont tell us. We are males...we dont understand signals very well. Id have to say that we do lose sight of all that corney stuff and romance when we get too comfortable...but there is no point in getting angry at us and keeping it inside you untill one day u just feel like him dumping him....
anyways i feel like im not making sense anymore...and im probably not...but meh! i just ate a shitload of food at pancakes on the rocks!
Thought of the day:
What do you do when u say something with good intentions and someone takes it the wrong way LOL!...like seriously. Today i asked someone if they needed help and they assumed that i thought they couldnt handle the situation ROFL!...Fucken fail LOL...
Mol3 s2
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