10 Months and Billions Of Years to come!

When your happy. Ill smile with you.When your down I hope I can pick you up. When you cry I will wipe your tears.When you feel alone, I'll stand by your side.When you laugh I'll make it worse. We'll laugh together till our stomachs are sore and we cant breath.When your cold I'll hug you till your warm.I'll listen to you when you need me to.I'll be honest and tell you my secrets. I'll share a side of me no one else will ever see.I'll hold your hand and smile at you. Hold you close enough to bear hug. I'll make everyone sick to their stomachs and not care. I'm not afraid. I have you. That's all I need. There was always a condition though. It was that we'd always love each other with no conditions. We are from two different worlds but closer than we might even think. All the differences we have only complete the empty spaces in our lives.

Today I sat in my favorite spot. I thought back and realized that i hadn't sat there in about a year and a half. I laughed to myself as i remembered that the last thing i was thinking the last time i was there was "Chad...you'll never get the right girl you idiot...always making the wrong choices". How sad i was back then.But today, sitting in that spot again, I pulled out a few pics of us together from my wallet. I smiled thinking back to the times we first started dating. I lay down on the wooden block and scratched my head. I am always so hard on myself for all the bad things iv done in the past. But now I feel proud. I always was I guess...but now i really have something to push me forwards into directions i didnt think were open to me. I quickly sat back up though... Nothing is worse than looking kinda weird in public lol. Anyways I am finally proud of myself for having you in my life. It doesn't feel like an atonement. 10 months have passed! The happiest 10 months of my life.




things are only getting better.

love you ^^

Thought of the day: Im fucked for paintball LOL! SOOOOOOOOooo tired!

Mol3 s2