Ph34R the new week is here.

My inspiration is back as the new week begins. Iv decided that life can throw so many things at you, and i can still stand here and say! "OHhhh shit nigga is that all you got?"..hehe..ignore the "Nigga" Part..its a quote from "The boondocks"...Anyways i drew this baby just before i did this blog entry ^^...its of Jenny...I think its the closest iv gotten to drawing her in cartoon form and actually being able to recognise its her...but then again...that might just be me?..i donno what do u reckon?!..
On other news...Tristans tats are comming along nicely..heres a sneak preciew at one of my ideas for it which i am still working on. Its a rough copy so u gotsa bear wif me :) Its funny though i was just thinking about something i said to myself the last year which i havent thought about in ages LOL. "If life is handed to me on a silver platter then id probably be a spoilt bastard". How true how true...Spose i need to reassure myself of that. If anything, at the very least i spose it keeps me going :D!..I have to say though....i dont have the answers to lifes mysteries and I sure dont think that im that wise. But i reckon I must be doing something right if I can bring my own streangth to the table when i most need it. Actually I find im much more weaker when I have someone to rely on. It cant be a bad thing all the time though. I believe i rely on Jenny for a huge amount of support emotionally. Just because her love makes me feel good. Almost like an addiction to a drug hahaha! I need more of it ^^. But i thank god shes there for me when I need her. Im not very open about my problems. And i hate to smother people...Sometimes I try and keep my distance even though i know it will kill me. Its good...Im happy once again. I owe a huge amount of apreciation to my bubz. Even though she might not have known that I needed to see her :).
Iv taken a great interest in the albums Jenny gave me. Its taking me a while to get through them but of most of all the ones iv heared...I quite like :). Specially from the Zero 7 albums ^^. Right now though im listening and haven been listening for the past week to a song by The XX called "Infinity" I tried listening to the lyrics instead of searching for them online...(partly because im capped) and gather this much.."Its a song about some women who wont give up the fact that her boyfriend has moved on???" well i spose she still loves him. But he doesnt feel the same ROFL!..meh...the song actually sounds really kool :) Unfortunately it cant beat the blues though...Hobo blues that is hahaha XD! awsome song. :)! and yes im still listening to SKENG...it wakes me up in the morning...i cant help it ROFL!..
Woops its getting late ROFL!....its 5:00am @_@; and i must meet my dad today...im seriously right awake!..me ill try sleep now! :)!


Thought of the day: Sings* "I KEEP MY DICK HANGING OUT OF MY PANTS" *cough*...

P.S. Jenny dont show me youtube video clips like that....you know how i am okay... i watched it and i did exactly what i always do when i watch sad things....>_>;...

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