Ph34R the skinny jeans....

I fucking hate skinny Jeans. Always have...but suddenly im not to sure if i always will...

Yesterday the miss and her friend forced me to try on a pair and i was not happy at all. Every second of it made me feel like shit. Have you ever been forced into doing something you dont want to do? Its not a good feeling is it. But no matter how many times i said no or *sighed* or even walked away, I was ignored... I dont like doing things i dont want to do..and most people should know that by now. I spose im a little laid back so i make afew exceptions.

Now in saying that. I eventually tried a pair on. I was standing there in that change room looking at myself feeling like i wasnt very happy. I was so unsure of what I was feeling about those stupid fucking jeans. Never in my life did i ever picture myself in a pair of skinny jeans and on some level i felt like just throwing them away and storming off home. But...something inside me felt like they wernt actually so bad. This feeling was so conflicting...because i fucking hate those jeans. I steped out of the change room with them on to show the miss and her friend. They said "YOU LOOK REALLY GOOD IN THEM".....i was kinda pissed off....do i really look good in them? FFS...i know i havent got the best fasion sense in the world but i couldnt even tell if i looked good in them....i looked in the mirror again and wasnt sure. I wasnt sure if they looked good or not.. I didnt wanna be one of those faggots walking around in skinny jeans thinking they were indy or cool or some gay shit like that...

I have to admit...i think they looked nice....but i am not sure...im so confused about the whole thing it makes me angry so so so so much....

those jeans are fucking annoying....but perhaps ill just buy a pair and see how it goes...i reckon i wont like them after a while..Iv warmed up to everything Jenny has ever convinced me to buy. My ripped jean shorts... V necks..that sorta thing. And im going to admit that in my mind i did start to think for a while that she was totally changing my wardrobe...and that is not a good thing..but im sure she doesnt mean to change me to make me look better. After all i like my jean shorts and my Vnecks lol.
I donno these fucking things confuse me. I just dont like being preasured into changing these kinds of things...because i like myself the way I am. Im not Indy so i dont do GAY fucking skinny jeans...it felt like i was wearing a pair of Jenny's pants LOL....which i have to admit...iv done before ROFL! (please dont think im a weirdo)...
Anyways i felt like I was being abit missleading smiling and laughing after I tried those jeans on. But i cant help it. When i get really confused i laugh and smile....maybe to hide the fact that im annoyed. BAH the whole thing gives me a head ache...

Think about this...if u hate eating fish your whole life...then suddenly your girlfriend/boyfriend...who you love soo soo much....makes u eat it because she thinks its sooo good for you. Will you still like fish?

thought of the day: Oh man so far so good ^_^ sooooo FAR SOOOO GOOOD :) cant wait for my bday..

Mol3 s2