Thursday, April 15, 2010

6 months and millions of years to come :)


Do I know where love will take me?

Its kind of hard to answer that question. Id rather not think about it ^_^. Isnt that the point of love? Who knows where it will take us? It wouldnt be fun if we knew.
I know where my love is. I dont know where it will bring me. But aslong as its there, im going to take each step one by one for as long as i can. :). I hope i could walk my whole life next to the one I love now :). But how can i be so sure that my future will be with her? I dont care too much...I care about her now...and each day that comes I am more sure. I feel as though its growing. Larger than when I first met her. But just the same ^^.
Its been 6 months since me and Jenny made it official and I can safely say that its been the best 6 months of my life. It will soon be a year that weve actually known each other. In fact the 17th of this month marks the first day I ever met her. The day she got her L's LOL!....The day she was still 17 ROFL!.....
I quite like the fact that weve got so many obsticles that dont hold us back. She said something so sweet to me today which just confirmed how we both look past the little things that could make our relationship quite hard.
She wrote:
True love isnt about finding the perfect person. Its about learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. (some bruce lee shit right there).

Im not perfect :) but she loves me anyways. Im not the exact model boyfriend XD. I dont have a car to drive her around :( although i wish i Did. Im in the process of changing all that, and all those who laughed at me for not knowing how to drive a car will be kissing my ass soon....just wish they could understand the proper story before making a judgment on me LOL..anyways i dont care... :).

She sees past the cultural barrier that could have set us apart. Shes chinese australian, and im PNG australian. Yeah we are one of those interatial couples :) and im proud of it. Im just not sure if people are able to comprehend that properly but it makes no difference to me. It doesnt even cross my mind that we might look wiered together :).

We are set apart by roughly 4 years and abit. I think? (Math fail). In fact when i first met her...she was only 17 hahah...but u know she became legal for me when she turned 18 XD according to the bro code :D!(Phew just made it) XD....nah jokes aside im glad she doesnt think im an old bastard (Hehe im turning 23 yay :) ).
Its a scary thought knowing that when shes my age. Ill be 27 XD... close to thirty. :(.. ^^.

This isnt a big deal because im pritty sure i get along with everyone. But we come from two different worlds socially. LOL. Our friends could never be friends..if that makes sense. They are just so different. My bastard best friend made sure of that aswell LOL!...damn ass hole. I get along with her friends...and i hope that they like me aswell LOL...but im not too sure to tell you the truth..just hope they dont think im wiered LOL...but i am ROFL!...Id like to see how everyone gets along at my party :P....im abit worried but well have to see...

Our personalities are quite opposite. Shes quite calm and collected. Shes very organised and not so particular like me. She likes to try new things which is wonderfull. On the other hand. Im fucking mental in the brain LOL. I dont make sense and im never organised. Im very random and so particular of what i eat, where i go and what i wear. Im quite stubbourn aswell. the only things we share in common are the most important. I think we both are very emotional. I think we both think deeply about other peoples feelings. We both find it hard to express our own feelings. And we both put whats more important infront of everything else. I dont think the starsigns counted one one thing when comparing compadabilities...
Did they ever stop to think that being opposite to each other was a good thing? Think about it...thats how u become a better person...if you can learn new things and broaden yourself as a person. I love jenny because she makes me try new things id never would have even bothered to try...and i hope she loves me for bringing her outside of the comfort zone shes so used to being in :). If we were both the same...then wouldnt it be abit booring?? I love how shes so smart and isnt convinced of it. She really is smart :) i quite admire it..Shes lazy for sure LOL!...but still very smart :D!...i spose im more random in the mind...not logical at all...but i have a strong mind...i spose u can call it smart in my own way XD....

Anyways I just wanted to write about afew things i think about from time to time. And because its been 6 months id like her to see most of it :). This is also my attempt to explain myself abit better.

To jenny: I love you and "always will" ^^...

Thought of the day: Life is good

Mol3 s2

2 comments:

DatzREIN said...

aww love aint it a subject lolz i think your ace;n it A+ Mate! XD

Iris said...

ngaww love this post
Tyler said that quote to me before hehe <3

and dw i like you!
cause you're awesome and make Jenny happy haha