Ph34r addiction to scary stuff ^_^

In the depths of the mountains,
Who was it for the aged mother snapped
One twig after another?
Heedless of herself
She did so
For the sake of her son

thats a poem about "Ubasute"..the act of ditching you elderlies in a forest so they can die and pass on to the next life. "The boy carried his elderly mother through the forest and as he carried her she broke branches so the boy could find his way back out". Umm....i was reading about Aokigahara ( A forest at the base of mount Fuji) The worlds second most popular place for suicide (second to the golden gate bridge) and is said to be haunted by ghosts of suicide cases and "Ubasute" LOL.

Its funny though. You find some interest stories from reading up on scary things. Like this one for example.
A blind monk called Biwa hōshi Hoichi who was visited every night by the ghost of a dead samurai and made to play the biwa in the cemetery, but the priest of the temple soon found out and had the heart sutra painted on every part of Hoichi's body apart from the ears. When the samurai returned one night to take Hoichi to the cemetery, he could only see Hoichi's ears, so he took them instead and Hoichi was left earless. He was then known forever as hoichi the earless LOL!. it was just a folk lore story about a Biwa hōshi (A traveling blind musician).

Anyways...some people think its abit morbid that im into scary things..and how i get a rush out of it...but t tell u the truth im just generally interested in the whole myth of ghosts. god forbid i see one someday LOL..i really dont want to.

But id prolly be exactly like those white ladies in the ring and grudge. Id prolly try and investigate rather then just leave it and run for my life LOL.
Somehow though if any of that was true i dont think it would be fair that ghosts could hurt me and i couldnt hurt them...Thats the natural balance of things...no matter what being on this planet, one thing should be able to hurt the other. Like if i was to fight a tiger! LOL it would own me..but that doesnt mean i still cant hurt it ROFl...k wtf am i talking about..im getting off track.

Anyways on a different note....iv been having some pritty fucked up convos with some people ( you knw who u are) all sprouting from curiosity...its amazing what curiosity can bring some people to read. LOL!. All i can say is "SADA ABE" look it up ROFL!....

thought of the day: I apreciate even more because your so far away. I pray your exams go well darling. I miss you so much.

Mol3 s2