I HATE THIS FEELING I HATE THIS FEELING!! I HATE THIS FEELING!..

Did I mention that I hate this feeling... >_>;

Working on the bar tonight was so much fun! But I am beat to death!!...theres only so much happyness you can spread around.

I wrote 2 paragraphs on what really happened...but due to the safety of myself I cut it all out. LOL...dw for all those concerned! It wasnt anything naughty or bad...Just a bad example of how i miss a certain someone.

Pritty much in short...there were to many girls on my bartop tonight..FFS...and i assure u not once...NOT ONCE DID I FLIRT or try to pick up (im actually quite pro at ignoring girls). LOL. just was annoyed and in a bad mood at the end because I'v never wanted to see Jenny more in my life than after tonight. Something about seeing all these girls and not wanting them...clicked in my mind that I truely am whiped beyond beliefe (my work mates couldnt beleive it too). It made me upset because all i want to do is see Jenny and when I see her this Sunday im going to tackle her down onto the ground and kiss her and hug her like i never have before! Y_Y; i really cant wait to see her.
but most importantly I want to hear her voice! and if i get a chance to when i wake up tomorrow. Im going to give her a ring... Y_Y;

Im really tired! it was really bizzy tonight Y_Y;...and i think i lost my voice from screaming too much! LOL i did that thing that 14 year old boys going through puberty get..u know! the crackle in the voice! LOL FAIL!....

Jenny if you read this! you have nothing to worry about! I just needed to release a little tension from my mind...My priorities are set in this life right now with you right on the top :) and I mean its like order of :

no.1 - Jenny wang
no.2 - Family
no.3 - Jenny wang
no.4 - Friends
no.5 - Jenny wang
no.5 - Job / Paying Rent LOL.

sorry if i confused anyone with this! LOL..i was abit confused myself in what I mean exactly LOL!.

Thought of the day:
Mol3 s2